One day late, but it's okay(:

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They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we're in love every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

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Why am I here.

I had always wanted it so much, but why am I sitting by and watching everything go down the drain.

Maybe I am not suppose to be here, what's the point of working so hard and making my way into somewhere I don't belong.

Why is this happening to me, again.

GA. LIFE REALLY SUCKS. ARGH.

okay so i just got back from NUS CAC CAMP (which was surprisingly fun coz of my <3 OG) last fri and i excitedly packed and got ready for MED camp. Went for pre-camp tea, og mates seemed... OKAY la, nice people, not as scary as what i expected them to be (u know, bishan school people usually quite hiong one). So, was kinda looking forward to the camp.

Reported (20 mins late) this morning. Still not bad, could get along quite well with the people in the og. Our luggages were sent to the NS resort by lorry while we set off for our amazing race(first activity). THEN. The call came.

Wang Ting( cac camp ogl) : Doc Liu ah, did u see my msg?

Me: huh what? no leh.

WT: Joanna from our OG kena h1n1, so the whole camp was issued HQO.

Me: - Stunned- HUH!? SERIOUSLY? (the bus came)

WT: Yaaaaa, this kinda thing i won't joke one okay...

Me: O.O ....

SO, i was given a mask and took the bus with the rest. Just that they went mrt station, i went HOME-.- Went home with just wallet, phone and water bottle. My mum has to freaking collect my bag from the resort coz i am supposed to be HOME QUARANTEENED. wtf. seriously.

SO, there goes Quest for Moslly, the one and only med camp(there's no O week for med btw T.T). I am gonna be a pathetic outcast with no friends, pseudo OG mates, nobody to hang out with next time. LIFE SUCKS. TTM. BBQ. WANTS TO DIE. KILL ME. NAO.

That's not the worse. SEVEN FREAKING DAYS OF HOME STAY. srsly, just kill me. DRAG ME TO HELL.

Okay i sound MAD.  not angry mad but CRAZY mad. Well. i am  really very MAD. this whole H1N1 thing is just fucked up. LAME.

i am going to think about what BAD things i did to deserve this kinda KARMA.

XOXO